My struggle has always been my motivation.

Took me a while to recover from the devastation

When nightmares are your reality

You have a list of people you would rather be

When the anxiety doesn’t stop burning

And your depression continues yearning

It feels like a never ending filmstrip

I gotta catch myself , get a grip


Looking in the mirror- all I see is her

With tears in her eyes- the past is a blur


I wish I had the words to explain

What looking back at a life In vain

Does to a mind thats gone insane

Like a movie I don’t remember watching

Like a heist I don’t remember plotting

Like a life I don’t remember living

Flashbacks that leave me unforgiving

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