Emptiness

This place of emptiness is odd yet welcomed

The old me is dead and gone but beckoned

I dont want to go back and i know i cant

And certain stories i refuse to recant

But this feeling is so new im terrified

And with each step theres no guide

Its just me, walking away from it all

Everything i thought defined me, gone

And whats ahead seems like happiness

Although im not sure I know what happy is