Anxiety taunted me Depression tortured me And when I thought it was over they both needed me


Time passes and the cloud still lingers My sanity is slipping thru my fingers I ask myself why and how much longer And she responds “when you realize he’s a goner”


This place of emptiness is odd yet welcomed The old me is dead and gone but beckoned I dont want to go back and i know i cant And certain stories i refuse to recant But this feeling is so new im terrified And with each step theres no guide Its just me, walking away... Continue Reading →


Im tired of asking the same questions I been learned the main lesson The same lesson over and over again The same pain with no end game To be a woman scorned When I was already warned Seems like a joke But thats the ego I stroked


Its almost too much all at once So much I had invested in us I won’t encounter another peaceful day Just clouds the 50 shades of gray


Im at the hands of my addiction My life, my greatest affliction To be welcomed every day To enter my home and stay To every bleeding numb moment To the extent that I grieve, I love it But the body cant gap the bridge between me and her And I’m dwindling as she spirals to... Continue Reading →


I don’t know what it is about Sundays Im good all week or at least some days But then comes Sunday, and that heartless fire Got me calling you a liar Got me taking deep breathes trying to focus Unless I say a word you wouldn’t notice My everything is a mess Fighting demons -... Continue Reading →


"Life will always throw you a curve ball it depends on how you handle it that then determines the type of person you are or will become. " I wrote this so long ago and to this day I completely agree. I wouldnt be who I am without my struggles, my expierences and most of... Continue Reading →


It’s hard to remember the last time I felt like thisIt’s tough to remember the last time you did me like thisAnd to soak up a moment of pure emotional agonyTo think this has occurred because of meAs if I didn’t try hard enoughAs if I didn’t do enoughWas I never all I could be?That’s... Continue Reading →

All it Takes is a Smile…

Bullet proof soul That my body stole I'm trapped As my body I unwrap Caterpillar to a butterfly Its planned to cry and die its typical for us humans to lie But a smile takes work While all that evil lurks The face naturally drops And life eventually stops But to know I can smile... Continue Reading →

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