Late Night

Late night thoughts Bout everything I’ve come across All the demons I’ve fought All the moments I’ve lost All the if’s, and’s, or buts Those feelings in my gut The tears, raw and uncut Anxiety has arrived , sorry to interrupt

I Refuse.

I don’t want to go thru your phone at 4am I don’t want to pluck the petals from the stem I don't want to count how many showers I don’t want your guilty flowers I don’t want to stare out of the windows I don’t want to deal with my heart as it billows I... Continue Reading →

It’s My Life

I had an encounter today That left me feeling some type of way I have to wonder if it’s all worth it If I earned enough karma to deserve this I asked the skies for a sign next day you appear, my answer in disguise I'm not surprised for I've lived my life In the... Continue Reading →

How?

How do you measure a mess? That for ten years you kept suppressed At each bump an attempt to digress Hoping each path leads to success They used to tell me to trust the process Fuck the process I need to progress I'm not that little girl in the polka dot dress I'm that bitch... Continue Reading →

My Pockets

Sleep in ya pants just to keep your phone in ya pocket Piled like trash, the skeletons hiding in ya closet Long lies led to double lives Russian roulette to see who survives Explaining double showers on cold days Hoping little lies won’t go a thousand ways Praying she won’t open the door Uncover and... Continue Reading →

Ive Been Lost

  I found this in my notes application- Sitting untouched for almost a year. I have a plethora of notes saved, a mess of unfinished poems, unfound emotions, and never ending questions. Sometimes I feel as if I'm writing the same poem twice. Its hard for me to write about sunshine's and rainbows, I'm oblivious... Continue Reading →

Where My Peace Is

I can't seem to put away the memories I'm not exactly sure what they meant to me They light every match within me They take every quiet moment from me Every time I snap out- the video is rewinded So that once again I can be reminded I ponder the thought of loving you again... Continue Reading →

Creation

Women like me are rare to see We hide in the dark and create the art That sits within the crevice of your skin That pulls out the words that fly like birds Out to the world, I'm that girl Each year, each step another station Just trying to find the right foundations Searching for... Continue Reading →

Happy Easter

Dressed in my Sunday best My sins need to be addressed Its been a long time since I confessed Its Easter Sunday too late to digress Sun is shining I'm alive I'm blessed Girls in cute dresses, Boys in their fancy vests On a day like today everyone is religiously obsessed Church is crowded, I'm... Continue Reading →

I Miss Everything

I miss those days When you would caress my face Hold me tight Keep me safe I miss the countless years That got away from us I miss the innocence of that first time I miss the ignorance and all its bliss I miss the butterflies The long nights The goosebumps I miss that once... Continue Reading →

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