I find it hard to write optimistically My writers block pities me I'm most inspired by my times drowned in pain Most compelled by a world mundane I'd rather embrace the morbid Than explore what I forbid Pain I've secretly enjoyed When the bliss left me annoyed When I pick up the pen I write... Continue Reading →
Me
Anxiety taunted me Depression tortured me And when I thought it was over they both needed me
Goner
Time passes and the cloud still lingers My sanity is slipping thru my fingers I ask myself why and how much longer And she responds “when you realize he’s a goner”
Emptiness
This place of emptiness is odd yet welcomed The old me is dead and gone but beckoned I dont want to go back and i know i cant And certain stories i refuse to recant But this feeling is so new im terrified And with each step theres no guide Its just me, walking away... Continue Reading →
Ego
Im tired of asking the same questions I been learned the main lesson The same lesson over and over again The same pain with no end game To be a woman scorned When I was already warned Seems like a joke But thats the ego I stroked
Gray
Its almost too much all at once So much I had invested in us I won’t encounter another peaceful day Just clouds the 50 shades of gray
Dead
Im at the hands of my addiction My life, my greatest affliction To be welcomed every day To enter my home and stay To every bleeding numb moment To the extent that I grieve, I love it But the body cant gap the bridge between me and her And I’m dwindling as she spirals to... Continue Reading →
Drip
Drippin in sin Mourning within Walk straight into the abyss To never again feel like this To never again feel Weak against any ordeal Blood drips off my fingertips Numb for I cant feel this I wont pray for the mind gone array The mind will find its way In a field of mindless disarray
A Few
I hit rock bottom a few times Tried to cheer my soul with a few rhymes Walked with caution through a few mines Acted out of struggle on a few crimes Walked blindly past a few signs And ended up blowing my own mind
Patron
Its not all your fault Got the patron but forgot the salt But I still took that shot Sobriety I fought But your thoughts Are not what I sought
One Word
Five letters If broken never settle Simply one word If broken would be absurd The strength you will need Rammed between the weeds Uncover the truth Sooth the mind Trust, for you’re not blind
The Haze is Gone 